Relationships Withdrawls: The Single Life Sucks Sometimes

You know as I'm sitting here amongst my many notebooks and unwashed dishes I can't help but think about how I felt when I was in a relationship. I have to say that I miss it a lot even though I enjoy being single. When your single you don't have to be in contact with someone 24/7 or have to go out with them. You can basically just relax in your running shorts and trainers and not care about what you look like for days on end, unless you have to go out into a public setting. I love being single but I also love having someone for be there at the end of the day. As much as I want to be Miranda Priestly (Meryl Streep, The Devil Wears Prada), I can't help but yearn to be Allie who has her Noah writing her 365 letters. I don't want someone who writes me 365 texts a day but it would be nice to have a boy care about my cruddy day regardless of how boring and uneventful its been.

I was sitting with my friends at a Starbucks today and we were discussing relationships and boys/girls. We all want that one perfect person for us but being realistic we won't find the perfect being because there is no such thing. Of course there can be someone, who along with their imperfections, we find them to be the perfect match for us because just like Blair Waldorf and Chuck Bass, our demons can get along just fine. That's the kind of love I want, and possibly love is too far fetched but the closest thing will do. I would be amazing to find someone who isn't necessarily similar to me but close to a copy where we balance each other nicely. I guess I will have to go and buy a bag or chips or cookies and dwell upon my single life because to top it all off I'm lactose intolerant, so getting a tub of ice cream is not an option unless I want to toot my way back to school and continue tooting until morning. So if you are single like me do like Beyonce and dance to 'All the Single Ladies'. Its better than just laying there and mopping about it but mope once a week and dance the rest of the days and make milkshakes because milkshakes bring the boys to the yacht, even if you don't have one.

This is What I've Learned from Relationships

As the title constitutes, I will be purely writing about nothing else but my naive experience in the relationships realm. At the ripe age of five or six, maybe younger, we learn all about prince charming. Regardless if we are not able to process the whole shindig as romance, we just know he's there and that there is a princess hidden somewhere in a castle or closed up in a glass casket. Perfect relationship, right? Although closed up in a casket doesn't seem so perfect, the kiss on the other hand does. Well, when you grow up life isn't made up of woodland creatures who help you do your chores and make you a dress or godmothers who grant your wishes (not even Hogwarts). You slowly start learning about life through all sorts of life experiences and sometimes some of these suck. Unfortunately, we don't get it right the first time like Cinderella, so we have to try again several times to find our "prince charming". 

So let me spread some of my well acquired knowledge to all you beautiful women and men out there in need of some useful or useless advice. You decide which is it. 

This is kind of my number one rule now a days. If you met the guy a few weeks ago and have only spoken to him in person a few times but text a lot I would suggest not to walk the plank and head into a relationship right away. Surprisingly, I did this and it was kind of a mixture of things. Get to know the person a lot more than just through talking. Observe the way they behave around people. In my opinion it is so much better when you are friends with the person for some time before even dating them. Being friends with someone gives you the chance to see who the person is without there being an obligation to be nice to you because you are dating. I think that's one of the things people do when in relationships. They treat each other extremely well, which isn't bad but you don't really get to see their bad side or how they would treat you in the long run after they've become tired of being nice to you. 

Don't ignore a relationship that didn't work out. Sure its over and you just want to move on, depending on where you stand, but it is really beneficial that you look back on them. I like to call this the "500 Days of Summer" mantra. If you've seen the movie then you probably know what I'm referring to, and if you haven't let me explain. (I promise I won't give away any spoilers.) In the movie, Tom recalls all the things in his "relationship" with Summer but he doesn't focus on his hate or love for her but just simply sees it with open eyes, if you must. Always learn from you failed relationships, ALWAYS! Don't ignore anything. If your former love interest did something wrong, learn from that. Also look at what you did wrong. Don't just focus on what the other person did or how they hurt you because there are two people in a relationship and each one has a bit of responsibility to whether it works or doesn't. You learn a lot about yourself and a lot about people that way. The bonus, you get to learn a lot about how people work and how to avoid repeating certain mistakes.  

This is like the topic of the year. Friend zoning. That's all I have to say. If a guy/girl is interested in you and you don't like them, tell them in the nicest way possible. It sounds mean but its better to tell someone then just having them keep bugging you about it. If you don't want to hangout with them just say, "thank you but I don't want to hangout and lead you on into something that's never going to happen." That sounded kind of mean. I would just say that you just like them as a friend. Its easier and you don't have to make up excuses or lie about why you can't hangout with them. If you are the person who is getting shut down, don't pull the "friend zone" line. It is rude and it is so immature. It shows that you can't handle rejection well. You should not force someone to go out with you out of pity or guilt. It is not nice and it is the worst thing you can do. 

This has got to be a big one for me because as a person who is much better at writing than speaking, I prefer someone who I can talk to about anything and not just the weather (or whales attacking their trainers). For example, I once dated a boy with two first names that was very attractive but I couldn't find a topic of interest. It was probably the age difference or just that we had nothing in common but it was complete torture. I liked looking at him. He was nice to look at, and kiss, and such but one cannot rely on just that for a relationship to work. You have to be able to talk about the dumbest and the smartest topics. I think that we learn much more about a person who has a array of interests rather than someone who has completely opposite interests from yours. It could be interesting at first but you can't pretend to be interested every time they bring up the subject. When you have the person you can hit it off with, you just know. Also, it doesn't always have to be about talking. You have to be able to sit in silence with the person you are dating and not have it be awkward. It is unbelievable torture to sit there and not know what to say. I've tasted that flavor of that Kool-Aid and I did not enjoy it. (I apologize at my attempt of trying to be clever). In other words, I've been there, done that, and it was awful. 

One of the great things about being in a relationship or just liking someone is that the other person makes you happy. If you have a crappy day and you talk to them at the end of the day or you just get a text from them, it makes your day ten times better. You know the feeling you get of little butterflies fluttering around in your stomach or the excitement you get by seeing their name on your phone's screen. We all get it! And there is nothing wrong with someone making you less unhappy. It is so much nicer when you are in a good mood and you are with the person you like that likes you back. I do have to say that as much as it is good that this happens, you shouldn't base all your happiness on one person. It is the worst possible mistake you could make, and if not the worst then it is one of the worst. You need to make sure that you are happy with yourself before you are happy with anyone else. Don't depend on them making you happy because it is not going to be pretty. You might even end up looking like a psycho girlfriend or crush. Its nice to always have a bit of independence, specially when it comes to your happiness. 

The card above should say something more like, "lets try dating before we rush into sex." If you are starting to think that I am a total prude because of the last sentence, let me stop you right there. I do not look down upon or object with people having sex outside of a relationship or marriage. In the end, it is whatever floats your boat. In my opinion, having sex outside of a relationship is probably not such a good idea. It is like building a friends with benefits relationship and we all know one person gets hurt. A boy may tell you that he's going to date you once you have sex and its total rubbish! He may ask you to prove him that you like/love him and that is rubbish as well. If you need to prove yourself then they aren't right for you. You shouldn't be asked to prove anything. On the other end, there is nothing wrong with having a little naughty encounter with someone you find attractive. If that is what you like then go at it. In my opinion, you should know the person you are sharing your personal space and parts with before engaging in anything. If you aren't comfortable with something, tell him/her! they will understand if they care about you. Don't rush into it though. If its your first time, its best to know that you are comfortable and in terms with what you are going to do. You must also be completely sure about the person. If its not your first time, well I have nothing really to say to you because you know what your doing or have done. In my opinion, a lot of girls and guys don't know much about sex or the opposite sex. Either way, be safe and remember, as an intelligent older nurse once told me, "No glove, no love."

If you plan to travel or follow your dreams of being an amazing musician make sure you have someone who will motivate you to get there or beyond. We always hear people putting us down on what we can or can't do and we surely need at least one person to believe in us. It may be really hard to find someone who will stick with you through the hard times but when you do, that person is one to hold on to. Very few people are there for when we need them or they are just not there in general. Finding someone who is willing to give you the support, motivation, and encouragement is worth keeping around even if they aren't your one true love. You keep relationships with friends as well, although not with the same means as if it were romantic but its always best to keep good company. If a person motivates you and supports your choices, then you should do the same in return because there is nothing better than knowing that someone cares about you. 

Well, it took me quite longer than I actually expected to finish this up. It might all be common knowledge but maybe it might not, either way I hope you did enjoy my little words of wisdom. 

xx

Procrastinating!

Wow the quality of this picture sucks! Anyway, I am procrastinating on my assignment that consists of reading a paper and writing a review on it and I just can't write now. This bad boy is about 20 pages long and I can't seem to concentrate, which is leading me to spend countless minutes and hours on tumblr and twitter. How do you keep from procrastinating?

Products I love vs. Products I don't

So far I have done reviews of single items that I've used or purchased this year alone. I thought it would be a great idea to just put loads of them together and just do them all out once. Its not that I don't love writing about each product but this post includes products that I'm not so eager about. I apologize in advance that I don't have personal pictures of the products I'm going to talk about. I don't have some of them anymore because I threw them away or I've used them up lol.

First one up is the Simple Soothing Facial Toner

Image taken from Google

I was looking for a good toner because my skin was breaking out until recently and I purchased this because I thought it would help. Before I buy anything I go out an read reviews about the product and how its worked or not worked on people who have used it. The reviews on this were all talking about how great it was and how it worked like a charm. As always, there is always that one person which the product doesn't work on and I take those into account as well. Since the reviews were amazing I went out and bought. I used it for over a month and I didn't really see a change in my skin. I kept getting spots and nothing really seemed to change. Guess I was one of the unfortunate buyers the product doesn't work for. One thing I didn't like a lot about this product, other than the fact that it did nothing to me, was the way it all pours out. You can definitely use up so much of that product really quickly. Bottom line, I don't love it. 

Second product I want to talk about are two Buxom Blushes/Blushers

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Alright, these two were a purchase that I didn't plan or anticipate. I kind of just walked into the store and bought them. I initially went to Sephora to purchase one blusher that is made by Dior but I thought it was too expensive for the amount of product that you received. I asked for a similar color and the sales associate showed me the Buxom blushes. I had never used any Buxom products before so I was a bit uneasy making the purchase. I don't know if these were part of a special edition because I've gone back and I can't find them anymore. The blusher on the left is called Seduction. It is a very bright pink color but don't let it put you off. It is really nice once put on the skin. I would recommend this color during the winter more than the summer. The blusher on the right is called Breathless. It is a peach colored blusher and it is perfect for the summer. I would not wear it for winter just because it goes better with a tan. Both of these blushers have a matte finish so there is no shimmer or creaminess to them. Just good old powder blushers. The color is amazing so I love them! 

Third product is going to be Soap & Glory A Great Kisser Lipbalm

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Let me start off that Soap & Glory is not found all over the states but there are some stores that do carry their products. I actually like Soap & Glory very much, so when I came across this little baby I bought it without really thinking it. First off, the scent of this is divine! It is peach scented, which makes it super amazing. It is not too strong of a scent but it makes you want to lick it right off your lips. I suppose that's why its called "great kisser", who doesn't want to kiss someone with amazing smelling lips? This balm is really, REALLY glossy. It could possibly be a lipgloss if it wanted to. Its a bit too sticky for my preference but I guess I could ignore that because of the scent. I wore it for a while and I didn't really see a change on my lips. I must be immune to all products that repair anything on the body, right? I would even put it on at night to prevent me from licking it right off my lips. It didn't work at all. Also, you have to be extremely careful not to let lint inside of it with your finger or anything because it is extremely hard to pick it off as the consistency is sticky. I have to say that I don't love it. Sorry, Soap & Glory *sad face*.

Fourth product is the Dior Show Iconic Overcurl Mascara

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For starters, this was not a purchase but a sample that I received at Sephora. They have their awesome rewards/points system so you can purchase and get points and trade them for rewards. In one of my visits I chose this little guy. (Don't you think its funny how men attribute a female persona to their objects and women attribute a male? It made me chuckle a little haha). Anyway, this mascara is AMAZING! I love it! It is hands down the best mascara I've ever tried. I don't know if my eyes are sensitive but they tend to get irritated with a lot of other mascaras. When I opted to try this one, I was a bit weary but I didn't have to be. It makes your eyelashes seem so much thicker. It doesn't smear or end up everywhere. The wand is so easy to control, mind you I don't put mascara on my lower lashes but I'm sure it works great. I definitely recommend this mascara but if you are on a budget then I would save up for it lol. I love it!

Fifth product is Benefit's Hello Flawless Oxygen Wow Foundation

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As I explained before, I have a rewards card for Sephora and usually it also comes with perks where you receive small samples of products. I received this foundation as a sample, which I think was a smart choice for Sephora because it saved me the trouble to ask for it. I tried it for about two weeks straight and fell in love with it. It is so light but it gives you coverage. I wouldn't say its complete coverage but its about medium coverage. It makes so much of a difference on me. My face looks even all over and more awake. I think of this as a winter foundation because the air is dryer and this is meant to give you a brightening look. My favorite part of foundations is when they don't make you break out and this didn't. I'm in the shade "I'm so money, honey" and I think its a bit light when I tan a little in the summer, which is another reason why I say its a winter foundation. I love it! 

Sixth and final product is the Mac Pro Longwear Concealer

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This is one of my holy grail items! I just had to say that to start with. I adore this concealer. The texture is not runny but its not thick. I think its perfect. It goes on well under the eyes and I find that it doesn't crease. I have really bad under eye circles, I know its cliche for people to say that but I'm not lying, and they only increase if I don't sleep well. This concealer covers them really well. It is not completely because you can only conceal so much but when put with a corrector it works really well. I have to repurchase it because that's how much I love it. The only thing I don't like much is the pump. You don't really have a lot of control on how much product your get out so if you only use it around your eyes, you have a lot left over. I tend to apply this with my finger and pat it until it is all blended out. This is my favorite and its probably the product I love more than all the other products I mentioned. I LOVE IT! 

Okay, so that is it for this post. I hope this is helpful to anyone trying to figure out if these products are good or not before you buy them. 

xx

A Well Deserved Introduction

As I am taking a break from reviewing loads of chemistry, I wanted to write down a little introduction about myself. I know there is already an about page but I don't think that's enough insight to who I am as a person. Its probably important to people and it probably isn't, but what the heck?! (hmm, I should probably start with my name haha). My name is Marlene and I am a 23 year old university student. I like to buy all sorts of stuff but amongst my favorite is probably makeup. I also love buying clothes but sometimes I can't seem to find what I want in the store.

I am currently majoring in psychology and minoring in biology. I am also a pre-med student and I want to be a doctor some day. Its quite a combination of interests that I have but I really want to help people and more than just psychologically. If there are any questions you guys have about school or you are nervous about what you might find out there. Anything really! I would be glad to answer any questions to the best of my ability.

I am from the great sunny land of California. I used to live in Orange County, aka the OC, but moved to Texas about two years ago to be with my family. The transition was very hard for me as I was going through a very emotional moment in my life and I felt rather alone. Its a very depressing story in my opinion but there is nothing time can't heal.

I am also the oldest child of two. I only have one younger sister and she is a really great person. She can have her moments but there is nothing I care most about than family and friends. I think its important to keep those you love and who love you close by your side. Speaking of friends, I have some of the greatest friends. One of them is Amy. She is the most amazing person ever! I don't know what I would have done without her by now. My other friend is Justin. He is the best! I honestly cannot have better friends in the world. I've had my good share of crappy friends but let us not dwell on that. It is rather sad and a very long story to tell in one night.

I have two jobs outside of school. I consider going to school a job because it can be mentally draining and stressful. I am what you might call a work-a-holic. I love to work! I like staying busy but then again there are times that I just want to lay in bed and sleep for hours. Also, I am a pizza enthusiast. I love it! I could eat it any day of the week and mostly all the time but I try not to because then, you know, the deliciousness goes to my bum. I don't know what else to write about me. I think this was slightly easier than writing a personal essay about myself, like I did back in high school. There is something way too narcissistic about trying to sell yourself as the perfect addition to a campus that I can't join in. As I tell my friend Amy, I am completely average and normal so I don't think writing about myself could be very beneficial. Ironically enough, its like prostituting yourself haha. The screwing part happens when the universities charge you loads of money to get an education. Okay, I'm going way off topic. I hope you all like this post. It is quite random and I should have probably started with this but better late than never!

xx

Best Shampoo I've Tried Yet!

Hello everyone!

The feature that attracts me most in a person is their hair. I have to say that I love a guy with great hair so I also like to maintain my hair. You never know what guy might be admiring you from afar. Sure, there are those days that you just cannot deal with your hair because its being an unruly mess or you just feel really lazy and don't feel like styling it. I personally try not to style it as much because it is bad to put your hair through all the heat and product use. Every since I was a kid I had long hair and sometimes that is really hard to maintain, specially the ends. I have wavy hair that likes to rise like a bread in an oven when it has dried after a shower or by just being in the rain. I absolutely hate it! This increases even more in the summer because it gets really humid in Texas. I've always changed shampoos because sometimes I love them and sometimes I feel like its not working for me so I've tried all sorts of them. I usually stick to the ones you buy over in the drug store or at your local Target, but one day when I was visiting ULTA I decided that I should try a more expensive shampoo. Sometimes people say that the more expensive a thing is the better it is, but I think that it is sometimes true but sometimes it isn't. ULTA was having a sale on their shampoo that week so I said, "why not?!". (I seem to spend an a lot of my time and money at ULTA, doesn't it? haha) Like most people, I didn't feel confident enough to just grab whatever shampoo was there and smelled good, so I asked an associate at the store. I described that my hair would get really dry towards the ends and that sometimes it would just get really oily around the scalp during the third day of not washing it. She recommended that I use the Redken All Soft Shampoo because it was apparently really good and they use it in their salon. When I first bought the shampoo I was hoping it was going to be amazing, and it is! I have used this product for about three months now and my hair is really soft and it smells nice but its not an overpowering smell. I've even had my mom tell me that she loves it and she's not about spending loads of money on shampoo. The reviews on the website give this shampoo a 4.6 out of 5.0 and I have to say that I agree. Some of the common comments show the pros to be that it smells great, leaves hair soft, makes hair soft, and again it smells great. The only con is that it is a little pricey but not to fret! ULTA has a sale on these babies during the summer, and if I'm not mistaken, during the winter. The 33.8 oz bottle is retailed at $24.50 and a small amount is enough to make your whole head clean. During the sale that ULTA has the bottle cost, if I'm not mistaken, $15 and you get a free pump. So if you are looking for a new shampoo to try and don't know where to start. There are other types of Redken shampoo you can try out but I would recommend this one the most.  Just give it a go and see what you think. You can always buy the $14.50 bottle that has 10.1 oz to just try it out but I would advice everyone to wait for the sale and stock up!

p.s. I apologize for not having a picture of the product this time but it is nothing fancy looking and easy to find.

xx

I love butter!

Again, here I am procrastinating to the fullest on my chemistry homework to write a quick blog about these three beauties. Starting from the left; I have Cuppa, Silly Billy, and Giddy Kipper. I absolutely love these nail varnishes. I bought them about a month ago at ULTA because they had a sale on these for their 21 Days of sales. They have a specific name for it but I can't remember what they call their sale/s. I woke up that morning to an email from ULTA announcing these on sale for $10 compared to the regular $15. I know, I know, $10 on nail varnish is still a lot but I had always wanted to try them so I said to my self, "why not?". I managed to pick these three because there were so many other lovely colors and I wanted them all but I settled for these. ULTA also had a policy in that you could only purchase two (2 for each costumer). I suppose they do that to repel all the crazies like myself haha. Anyway, I love them. I think they are by far my favorite right now from the other varnishes that I own. One that is not included on here because it is not a butter varnish is essie's 'bikini so teeny'. If you want to know about how the colors show on the nail I would say that they are pretty dead on from what you see in the bottle. Cuppa reminds me of the See's Candy Vanilla flavored lollipop. It's not a natural color but it's just gorgeous. Silly Billy is a really nice bright orange. It's not the kind of orange that screams at you but its just a nice orange color. I think its super nice for Halloween. You know, if you like to put themes on your nails. I just wear the varnish as is. The last one, Giddy Kipper, is my favorite of all. It's such a lovely color. It is in between a blue and a purple and also has a fine shimmer to it. I wouldn't say its glitter but it adds to the color. I believe you can sort of see it on the picture above. The lasting time for these babies is about a week or week and a half depending on what you are doing. If you clean around the house and use a lot of water and soap, then these will probably start chipping after a week. Alright! this is all for this post. Its a short one this time because I don't have much to elaborate on these. Hope you like these! 

xx

Chanel Vitalumiere Aqua

I sat here contemplating whether to watch the second episode of The Originals or to write this long over due blog post; I decided to multitask. I think one of the biggest challenges, when it comes to makeup, is finding the perfect foundation. I've gone on my own little journey and have found one of my favorite foundations, EVER! It is the Chanel Vitalumiere Aqua foundation. I think my favorite part of this foundation is that it is so light that you can barely feel its there. Another thing about this foundation is that it is water based. My skin is combination to oily skin, where I tend to be more oily around my T-zone than anywhere else on my face. It is not a full coverage foundation so if you are looking for something with more coverage, this is not for you. Even though it doesn't offer full coverage, this is my favorite foundation for the Summer. It doesn't add any sort of "glow" to my face because when you live in Texas you don't want more glow than what your face already produces, unless you have completely perfect skin. Although I wouldn't call it glow, but a glistening kind of sweat all over your body.

This foundation makes it feel as if you have no makeup on because it is water based. It doesn't make you feel gross or sticky on a hot day. This doesn't mean that in the winter you have to buy a new foundation that won't make your dry skin, if you have any, look any drier. Since the foundation is water based this mean it has no oil, which if you have combination/oily skin it is awesome on you. I don't get as many breakouts as I get with other foundations. I don't know about you but for me its a plus. I've heard that for people with dry skin it tends to "attach" itself to dry patches. The only solution I can think of is exfoliate really well and wear a really good moisturizer. When you first buy this foundation you have to make sure to shake it to mix the product with the water. I usually use a pea size and its enough for my face. Depending on how much you want to put on, its your choice. I personally think that a pea size is enough to cover small imperfections and you can always just go over them with concealer if you like to cover them up completely.

The price is surely to be consider a splurge because its not cheap. I bought my foundation on the Macy's Chanel counter and it was $45 + tax. The lady was very helpful and friendly and offered to match me to the right shade. If you aren't so sure about purchasing the foundation then and there. I suggest you ask for a sample. They give you a really cute bottle that has a spatula attached to the cap to get the contents out. The bottle lasted me about two weeks or a little bit more which I think is enough time to decide whether you like the foundation or not. Once I was sure I liked it, I went back and purchased it. If you are worried they won't have your shade you can always stop by and look at their 10 shades. Another reason why I love this foundation is that it smells pleasant. Its not an over powering scent but its really light. If you do buy this foundation, I suggest you use your fingers to apply it because it goes on so smoothly. If you must use a brush then you can but I would spread the foundation out first and then use the brush to blend it out.

Now its time for bed! xx

P.S. I really recommend the series "The Originals"!! 

"The Quarterback"

This post is going to be a little different from the rest of the posts that I've made so far and it might be a little emotional for me. I've titled it, "The Quarterback," because it is the title of the third episode of season five for the show Glee. If you have never watched the show it is basically a show about misfits (cheerleaders and football players are included in here) in high school who join a club/show choir. Each character goes through different experiences and situations that involve sexuality, relationships, social issues, etc. They become really close because of the environment of the club they are in and they form more than a club. They form a family that is there for them through thick and thin. I have grown to love this show so much because when I was in high school I was part of a choir, so the show hit home for me. I love all of the characters, some more than others, but everyone brings something special to the show. One of my favorite characters was Finn Hudson. He was the quarterback in the Mckinley High School football team and the reason why the third episode is named as such. Finn Hudson was played by Cory Monteith who was a Canadian actor and like I said, one of my favorites. Sadly, this past summer Cory passed away of a drug overdose. The point of this post is not to discuss how he died but I wanted to give a little background to those who might not have watched the show or know about what happened.

Having to watch Glee without Cory is probably the saddest thing ever. It is very emotional to know that he won't be on the show and that his love interest on the show, who was also his real life girlfriend, will have to go through the pain again. When I first heard of his passing away I literally couldn't believe it. I honestly thought it was a cruel joke someone was playing on the Internet but as more sites appeared with the news it came as a complete shock. I think that to this day I still can't believe or accept that he is no longer alive. I have two of the first seasons of Glee and I can't bring myself to watch them because I start crying. Its impossible to think of the show without one of its main characters. Cory was like the glue of the show. He completed them. Each character plays an important role but Cory had something in him that made the show that much better. Watching the promo for next weeks episode had be bawling in seconds because its so emotional. You are literally seeing actors reveal their inner feelings. You aren't seeing them act as if they were sad about him death because they are. Cory's cast mates have  had nothing bad to say about him when they are asked question of him.

I think one of the reasons why I am so much more attached to Cory and/or his character is that he faced a lot through the show. His mom was a  single mother, his dad was deceased, his girlfriend cheated on him, his girlfriend lied to him about being pregnant with his baby, he learns how to be a man, and it goes on and on. He is literally the representation of so many other people in this world. Sure there is other characters who face being gay or being handicap but Finn was different. In no way do I think that the other characters aren't as important but to me Finn was the person I connected with most. Cory was such a great actor and he was Finn. I feel as if that's who we kind of was in real life. I don't think I can bring myself to watch this last episode because of how sad its going to be. If you haven't watched the show I hope you do because aside from the continuous singing and dancing, which I very much enjoy, it is an amazing show for everyone. I also hope that people who are involved with drugs or any sort of substance abuse realize that their life is so much more important. They matter to someone out there and that continuing to damage themselves like that won't do much good in the future for anyone but most importantly themselves. I hope I didn't bore anyone with my sentimental side. I promise I'll be back to writing about my recent purchases that I've made. Tootles!

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Holiday Madness (Warning: Rant)

I've been really busy with school and work at the moment so I haven't written much because I haven't had much free time with my laptop. That and I have been procrastinating loads with watching YouTube videos and laying on my floor contemplating life and everything else that comes with it. Today is a whole knew day (currently its night time but it'll be midnight in about two minutes so it still counts). Today, or more like Wednesday, my job had a little event for a few of us who had done a good job during a previous sale we had a few months ago. As I was waiting for everyone to get there, my boss tells me that for Black Friday this year we will be opening up at 7 p.m. Now if you don't know what Black Friday is, it is either one of the most hated or the most loved shopping events. In the olden days, people would have dinner on Thanksgiving night and the next day at 4, 5, or 6 a.m. would go out shopping for the "holiday season". There were and are sales pretty much anywhere. Now I participated in these shindigs as a kid because I thought it was exciting getting up in the morning and buying presents and such, although I didn't like mobs of people very much. As time has gone by, these sales have been getting a bit crazier by the year. Stores are opening right at midnight and other stores are opening earlier than those good old 4,5, or 6 a.m. days. How are you suppose to have dinner with your family if you are out shopping or working at 7 p.m. ?!

Now it is argued that many of us who work the retail system are aware of this when we first apply and get hired. That we know what we are signing up for and to be honest, yes we do. I'm not saying that we don't realize that people are going to be out shopping or that we voluntarily give up time to be with our families to go to work. We all know this, but when your store goes from opening at 12 a.m. to 7 p.m. Thanksgiving night, it becomes a little absurd. It is not even Black Friday anymore!? its just a dumb time to be opened. This is a growing argument when Black Friday comes around because a lot of people find it unfair. Personally, I think it is unfair but on the other hand I do work retail and unfortunately I have to miss diner with my family to go to work. I don't mind it in the least but there are people who take family much more seriously than I do. I'm not saying I don't love my family but they understand that I have to go to work and they are OK with it because they go out shopping as well and they see me at the store whilst they are shopping. Other families may think of it as the worst thing ever. Some people who work retail have kids and a wife or husband and I suppose I can see how the perspective of it all can be changed.

This is where I get a bit down and dirty. A lot of people go out shopping on Black Friday because they think they will get the best deals of the season. They struggle amongst many to get the latest video game system, the best clothes, the cheapest home appliances, etc. Some people get really aggressive about it all and even end up in jail. One year, a lady got a bit wild and pepper sprayed people so she could get an Xbox. AN XBOX!? I'm in no way, shape or form against good deals but when people get aggressive like that all I have to say is "Honey, you have to bring it down a notch." People don't realize this but many stores don't have amazing sales as people like to think. There are a few bits and pieces that are on sale that might be worth it but stores strategically only have about 50 pieces of that clothing item or appliance and even sometimes less. Last year, I saw the same sale prices on the floor as I did two weeks before Black Friday. I know this because I worked almost every day. I also work with pricing and I didn't see amazing deals. I saw about 10 things in the store that were worth being called a Black Friday Sale. It is not worth staying up late at night being out with wild people and risking yourself getting hurt for a pair of $10 boots. If you absolutely must go out and shop make a plan and do as much as you can but don't go "Mortal Kombat" on people.

A little advice from an associate, don't treat associates inhumanely. I know we aren't branded or treated like animals but people have such cruddy attitudes towards us at times that it makes us feel really bad or get really angry. Please realize that your cashiers are moving as fast as they can to get you out of there but there are sometimes really stubborn and rude customers that we can't just push them out the door as much as we want to. Treat people like you want to be treated. Don't go crazy with the clothes. There is plenty of sizes and you don't have to destroy a whole pile to get your size. I cannot tell you how much we all complain about people going through each and every size until they see one that might or does fit. If you know your size get that and if it looks a bit big or small get the next size up or down.  It is more likely that you will have a lovely shopping experience if you stay calm and don't treat us like crap. Sometimes we are more likely to give you what you want if you are nice to us and we won't resort to calling management or someone else to help you out. We will personally make sure that you get the help you are looking for. Do control your children and also keep and eye on them. I cannot state how children can get lost in large crowds. One year a little girl fainted and people were walking everywhere so if your kid is sick don't bring them along. Its all common knowledge that people ignore because of the excitement of buying cheap items. Trust me, its not that amazing once you've worked retail and notice how prices aren't really different. OK, I think I've ranted for quite a bit.

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Annoying Little Spots

Hello Everyone!

Recently I've been having a bit of breakouts around my cheek area and I've been trying to get rid of them for some time now. Its a bit depressing knowing you have a spot on your face. All I can imagine is this little pesky thing that has a life of its own and won't leave my face because its found it quite comfy. As far as I can remember, I've had spots/acne/pimples (I like the word spots because it doesn't sound so gross) since about seventh grade. They would come out around my forehead, and luckily for me I didn't have bangs back then (sarcasm). I thought it would be a brilliant idea to grow them out but that backfired. I tried about everything I could and/or afford at the time. My mother would put so many masks on my face that sometimes helped but none gave me the results that I wanted. I even got facials for some time that, in my opinion, made it worse. I would come out looking like I had sprouted chicken pox again. It was really awful back in the day; puberty hit me hard.

After my two years of bad acne, they started clearing up once I moved onto high school. My skin wasn't exactly perfect because I had scarring or pigmentation on it because of the spots. I chose to ignore it until I was allowed to wear a bit of makeup. This didn't happen until about my 11th year. After high school, I started looking at other things aside from the over the counter products. I've tried Clearasil, Neutrogena, and Clean & Clear, just to name a few. I actually think those are the most common acne products in the US. I started trying Murad, Clinique, and Origins. Some of these products worked a bit and some didn't. I absolutely hate when a product dries out my skin, and some did exactly that.

One of the things I definitely changed was the things I ate. I don't think its necessarily greasy things that you eat that make you break out but a combination of diet, exercise, and products you use. It gets annoying to deprive yourself from the sweet and delicious delicacies the world has to offer for clear skin. Who wouldn't prefer clear skin to eating a donut? I know I would. At the time when I entered college, my mother had gotten really into healthy diets and green drinks/juices. If you had a problem my mother had a juice for it or a vitamin/supplement. That's when my mother started giving Biotin, Complex B, and Omega-3 supplements along with green juices and healthier meals. My face got more clear than it had ever before and even the scarring was starting to come off. Its possible that scarring doesn't come off by my forehead has no sign of previous spots, unless you count the ones I've gotten so far now. I really recommend Omega-3 because unless you eat a lot of fish or avocado you don't necessarily get a lot of it. It is amazing for skin but you also have to be careful on the brand because some brands use a capsule that isn't so good to digest, or something along those lines. Biotin is also really good for skin, hair, and nails. That little supplement, its quite small, makes my nails grow super fast. I find it annoying but some people might find it a blessing.

With my Recent breakouts I have revisited some products from Clinique and Murad that have helped a bit. I also started doing masks on my own that are quite simple because as a university student I don't have time to mix and find all the ingredients for different masks. I also don't have the brains cells to remember the recipes. I usually do an oatmeal mask that helps out with scarring and redness. I usually take a little oatmeal in the palm of my hand and wet it with a bit of water until its moist (sorry if some of you don't like that word). I squeeze it and let the white powdery liquid drip onto my other palm of my hand and then dab it onto my skin. I take the oatmeal, a little bit at a time, and massage my face with it so it kind of exfoliates. I leave some bits of the oatmeal on my face concentrating on the scars and the spots because I feel like this focuses more on those areas. I leave it on for about 10-15 minutes or until it is dry. If you feel like you can't laugh or smile then its time to take it off.

Another mask I use is a honey mask. I don't put anything else with it just pure honey. The trick to this is using pure bee honey. It has to be the most natural honey ever! It helps with spots and some scarring. I haven't really seen a difference with scarring but with spots I have. One reason I know this works is because my sister had a lot of spots on her cheeks and she tired so many things, as I did, and nothing worked. If it did they would just come back. She used the honey mask and I swear, her face has cleared up so much. There is no spots on her cheeks anymore and she feels so much better without them. So if you have spots and scarring give these two a go and see if they work for you. Don't get discouraged if you don't see results that day. After doing it for a few days you will see a difference and you will sassy snap those spots away.

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Student Life

If there is anything I like ranting more about in life its about school. Its possibly one of the most stressful times when you are trying to figure out what to do and what your career will be in the long run. You scramble around trying to find what will be a better choice but everything is super confusing. I haven't felt so overwhelmed before until now. I know what I want to do for a living but I feel like its going to take ages to actually get there, let alone the amount of debt I will eventually accumulate. Today at work a coworker of mine asked me what year I was and I simply didn't know what to answer her. I feel like I've been in school for so long that if feels like I'm a Super Senior! The way some programs work is totally misleading because they tell you its a four year program and it turns into five, six, or seven years. The university doesn't tell you that some classes may not be available for you or that you will have to struggle to get into some because of the demand on the class. Its completely insane! Another thing that gets to me is the way some advisers work with you as a student. They tell you the classes you should take, and sometimes take the liberty of making your class plan for your future semesters/quarters, without taking into account how much it actually costs to take all those classes. If you plan on going to college or a university make sure you have someone guide you through what needs to be done. Make sure that its someone who cares at least a little about you, as student, and they are not just there to do their job and get paid to punch in the hours. Well, this is all I have to say today. This is my little rant on college and trust me this made me feel loads better.

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Real Techniques Brush

Hello Everyone! 

Everyone who loves makeup or wears it knows about different brushes and ways to apply your makeup. There are the huge labels or brands like MAC that sell really expensive brushes. I think out of all the brushes I own, which are not many in my opinion, I own but one MAC brush. I try and opt for more affordable brands that do the exact same thing at a much cheaper price. You may think that since they are cheap they are falling apart but no! It is all in how you take care of your brushes. If anyone is interested I can do a blog about how to take care or wash your makeup brushes. 

I've recently purchased a new brush because I have lost my foundation brush and I cannot find it. I had heard a lot of good reviews on the Real Techniques makeup brushes but was put off because I thought it was something completely pricey. To be honest, I had never checked the price because I just assumed they were over my budget. Since I really needed a brush I drove to ULTA and was browsing around for something to replace my old brush. They have a lovely section of makeup brushes that range form all sorts of prices and brands. I spotted the Real Techniques brushes and as I looked at the price and I was really surprised at how affordable they really are. A single brush ranges from $5.99 to $17.99 depending on what you are looking for. 

Right here I have the Expert Face Brush and I have to say it is amazing! It blends perfectly and its super soft. The handle is perfect for you to have control over the brush and you can use any kind of motion you want to do your makeup. I think I am in love with this brand. I haven't had the pleasure of trying all the other brushes but when I do I will make a review on them. 

If you are looking at trying these brushes I would suggest you order them from ULTA right now, if you don't have one near you. They are having a B1G1 50% off sale. Your other option is going to their website and buying them from Real Techniques. They also show you how to use your brush if you are a beginner in makeup using or just want to know more on how to use your brush that will exceed your already good looks. 

Nike Air Pegasus+ 29 Shoes Review

Hello Everyone!

Today I will be reviewing the Nike Air Pegasus+ 29 running shoes that I bought about three weeks ago. They only come in this color so I didn't really have much of a selection to choose from. Now to tell you a little about my background on running. I was never a runner. As a kid and all through my teens I was very much a couch potato. Once I started to run, I figured I needed appropriate shoes to run in. My first pair were not Nike's and I'd love to tell you the name of them but I cannot recall it for the life of me. I made the switch this summer to Nike because I was in dire need of new running shoes as my old ones were tearing away. I always like a good deal and seeing as back to school sales were approaching, I planned to go out to the outlets and get me a pair for a decent price. These shoes retail for $89-$100 depending on the store you purchase them at. I bought them for $60, which is still pricey, but I really needed them.

So far, I really like them. They add great support to my arch and heal. They are light enough to run in and super comfortable. I also like the fact that I can jump around and I don't feel the impact as much as I did with my old running shoes. This is super important to me because I sometimes do Insanity and with all the jumping I get pain in my knees. Overall, I would definitely recommend these shoes. Even if you just use them for training or walking they are great. I wish they would carry more colors but if you don't mind mismatching your running shorts with your shoes then you should be perfectly alright.

I really hope this helped anyone who is looking to purchase a new pair of shoes. Please feel free to comment or ask me any question regarding the shoes. Have a fantastic day!